GaaSakuForEver

It's the unluckiest day Well, at least in theory It's kind of funny how Nothing bad has happened yet But I really shouldn't jinx it Because that would be just plain stupid and I'm not much Of a stupid person Except when it comes to love Because love is most deffinetely Not my best subject Unless you're involved and maybe, This won't be such an unlucky day (even if it is) Friday the thirteenth.

Two plus two is one. Two minus one is zero. Zip. Nada. Nothing. And you've got the perfect hair, and shining blue eyes. and soft skin. but even if you didn't have any of these traits, you'd still be mine. And my waterproof mascara will run anyway. And it does sting my eyes horribly. So much for "people-friendly" products. 'cause even you aren't friendly to me. And my hair elastic is constricting my wrist. I bet you'd love to tie me up with it. Because you just love to leave me hanging. and I'm unable to break free of you.

and darling, if you truly know me, you'll know that i'm thinking things over, as usual. and you'll know that i'm thinking about you. and darling, if you really take some time, to stop and think about me, you'll realize that, "hey," "this girl really does love me." and i do hope you realize it soon enough, because time is running out, love. and by god, do you know how happy i am, when i hear you repeat my words? can you imagine how happy i was thursday night, when i didn't have to be the one to say them first? and darling, two weeks is too long. we both know that. and i'm sorry i left you for three weeks this summer. and dear

Ripped jeans and bloodshot eyes. Nothing could describe me better, than long sleeves to hide the scars, Where I've been bitten by the razor. I wish life was written in pencil, not permanent ink. Because pencils have erasers, And I'd be given a chance, To erase all of my unwanted mistakes. Closed windows and opaque curtains, It's as if this room doesn't exist. Like nothing ever happened in here. My secrets have all been listed. The drugs clog up my system, Yet my heart beats slower and slower. Might as well go to sleep, And let the presence of the drug take over.

It's such a crack filled world. Your vision is forever blurry. And your words are slightly slurred. The effect of the drug is intense. How much have you used? You won't make it, if you keep this up. Your lover isn't around these days. Do you miss her, kid? Must be the reason for the drugs. But what do I know, anyway? I wish I had access like you. A little detour through life. You don't have any worries. The cocaine has taken over.

Sorry honey, but you're in trouble again. You did something wrong in front of me. How could you get so close to him? You've never even been that close to me. I guess I'm claustrophobic, and you can't take it. You just want to get close to him. But why now, darling? Why when I'm here to see it? Sorry darling, but you messed up again. You'll never do anything right around me. I don't want to see you fucking close, to anyone but me. I guess I'm just plain paranoid of you falling for someone, Who could never want you, Who could never love you like I do.

Here you are down on your knees again, You never thought that you'd see the end. Just when you thought your life was tough, Wait 'till you see my definition of rough. Just like I always thought, You never thought I was good enough. Someone like you could never believe in me. Someone like you can't put their faith in me! Here you are down on your knees again, You always thought that it'd never end. Just when you thought you were in love, You gave up on me. You made it rough on yourself. Here you are flat on your back again, I cannot help you to the end. I guess you were never really in love. I guess I'll never really be good en

Fill me up with lies, Scare me with the forbidden truth. I don't give a damn what you say, I just want to hear your voice. And I want to be noticed, not because I'm stupid, or crazy. Only for loving you. And I don't care what other people think. You're the one who taught me how to ignore them. I just wish they could understand just how deeply into this pit I am, just how much you mean to me. But that probably wouldn't be the best way to tell someone something, now would it? You know I'm horrible with words, And none of this may make sense, But, I'm letting you know I love you. And that no matter how many fucking times I say it

If they get me alive, If they make my bones break, and my veins bleed, Then run for your life, If I become one of them. This will only ever be, as simple as Simple gets. and after Simple gets difficult, It's difficult to get back again. If they get me alive, If they make my head pound, If they make my heart beat, and make me sleep, sound. Then run for your own good, If I become one of them. Love will never be simple. At least, not in my perspective. Love is only as simple as Simple gets, and simple becomes really difficult, When you haven't kissed me yet. Shut up and kiss me.

Let's take some time, Just to look back on ourselves. Even if it's only for a minute, I have a point to prove to myself. And let's take some time, To fix this disaster. Even if we both know, That we could never last forever. Let's take a minute, To be best friends again. Never anything more than that. Even if it means doing all this, all over again. And while you take a minute, To stop, and actually think about us. I'll just keep on reminding you; This is so much more than just some curious crush.